| Location | Manchester |
| Age | 18 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 20/05/1990 |
| Date of Death | 14/09/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,104 since 12/11/2008 |
| Creator |
ashlee was my little girl. even though she was 18 i still saw her as a baby she taken her own life by takeing an overdoes on her sleeping tabblets she was saveing up for a long time. i couldnt help her i couldnt hold her hand when she was passing away i couldnt say goodbye or even hold her and kiss her one last time. she had lots of friends who miss her and love her. i miss when she walked into a room and lighten it up.
she never had a bad word about anyone or anything she always seemed happy but she wasnt she never was she was hideing behind a smile that wasnt real.
she had been selfharming for most of her life and she was suffering from bipolar and couldnt take it anymore.
it feels like apart of me has me has gone i feel lost all i keep waiting for is the door to open and for her to walk in with a smile like she use too. i feel like my world has gone dark and my sunshine has gone away i miss my little girl so much please come back.
she was a daughter she was a sister she was a girlfriend she was a friend and now shes not here to be any of these.
my little angel i hope your not in any more pain i hope you are happy now. mummy misses you so much babes and she thinks about you everyday and wonders what you are up too mummy misses everything you use to do i want you here so we can do the fun things we use to do. mummys wishes she could bring you back and make you happy i would take the pain for you i would die for you baby.
i love and miss you sleep tight xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE A COMET,,,,,,BLAZING CROSS THE EVENING SKY,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A RAINBOW,FADING IN THE COMING NIGHT,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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SHINING,SPARKLING,AND SPLENDIDLY BRIGHT.
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HERE ONE DAY.,,.GONE ONE NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CLOTH OF SUNLIGHT ON A CLOUDY AFTERNOON.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CASTLE BUILT UPON A SANDY BEACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A PERFECT LOVELY FLOWER, THAT IS
JUST BEYOND YOU"RE REACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BORN TO LIVE IN SHEER DELIGHT,
HERE ONE DAY,GONE BY NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A SUNSET DAZZLED BY THE RISING MOON.
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GONE TOO SOON.
[A MICHAEL JACKSONG SONG].R.I.P..
R.I.P.ANGEL.XXXX
GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIKE A COMET,,,,,,BLAZING CROSS THE EVENING SKY,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A RAINBOW,FADING IN THE COMING NIGHT,
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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SHINING,SPARKLING,AND SPLENDIDLY BRIGHT.
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HERE ONE DAY.,,.GONE ONE NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CLOTH OF SUNLIGHT ON A CLOUDY AFTERNOON.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A CASTLE BUILT UPON A SANDY BEACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A PERFECT LOVELY FLOWER, THAT IS
JUST BEYOND YOU"RE REACH.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BORN TO LIVE IN SHEER DELIGHT,
HERE ONE DAY,GONE BY NIGHT.
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GONE TOO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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LIKE A SUNSET DAZZLED BY THE RISING MOON.
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GONE TOO SOON.
[A MICHAEL JACKSONG SONG].R.I.P..
R.I.P.ANGEL.XXXX
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Daughter"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left me here behind.
Did you think that I'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of mine.
Who's To Blame? - by Christine Ross
Who's to blame for suicide?
The question often heard.
Someone always points a finger
And they say such hurtful words.
They never do consider that
It's caused from a disease.
Depression and Bipolar
Are just a few of these.
Some die from being murdered.
Some die from accidents.
Some die from pneumonia,
But none of it makes sense.
Sometimes body parts wear out
Way before their time.
Some lose the cancer battle,
But it all seems so unkind.
No matter how they leave us
It never is their choice.
There's something deep within them
That has a bigger voice.
So please refuse to take the blame
For the THING that took your child.
Although others point their fingers.
They haven't walked your mile.
my baby girl
this time last year we went christmas shopping and we got that kitten you wouldnt shut up about you loved her so much you wouldnt let her go you would put her in your poket and she was daft enugh to stay in there. you made them mince pies and nearly burnt the house down with them but holly still ate them...i rember 3 days before christmas you came home with a tattoo i didnt make a fuss about it because i knew you wanted it...iv finly got the tree up but i dont want it to be christmas because your not here to celbrate it with us iv got you a card its up on the fireplace your stokins up too and your angels you made at college are up too...holly had her play the other day and she was good she keeps asking when you are going to be back but i keep saying soon i want to belive it i want you back...rik has had a tatto with your name he hasnt got anyone new he says he never will he misses you so much and isabels wondering where her mum is that damn dog you made me get you 2 years ago riks lookin after it for me haha a 22 year old man takein a pug fora walk...what are you doing up there for christmas? have you burnt your mince pies yet? or made your yummy hot choclate? i miss that iv still got your mug you made me oh and the cd you made for the car with our songs on it we sing too i love you my little baby girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
so sorry xxxxxx
I see the countless Christmas trees
around the world below
With tiny lights, like Heaven's stars,
reflecting on the snow
The sight is so spectacular,
please wipe away the tear
For I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.
I hear the many Christmas songs
that people hold so dear
But the sounds of music can't compare
with the Christmas choir up here.
I have no words to tell you,
the joy their voices bring,
For it is beyond description,
to hear the angels sing.
I know how much you miss me,
I see the pain inside your heart.
But I am not so far away,
We really aren't apart.
So be happy for me, dear ones,
You know I hold you dear.
And be glad I'm spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year.
I sent you each a special gift,
from my heavenly home above.
I sent you each a memory
of my undying love.
After all, love is a gift
more precious than pure gold.
was always most important
the stories Jesus told.
Please love and keep each other,
my Father said to do.
I can't count the blessing or love
has for each of you.
So have a Merry Christmas
and Wipe away that tear
Remember, I am spending Christmas
with Jesus Christ this year
A rose once grew
where all could see,
sheltered beside
a garden wall,
And as the days passed
swiftly by,
it spread its branches, straight and tall...
One day, a beam of light
shone through
a crevice that had
opened wide ~
The rose bent gently
toward its warmth
then passed beyond
to the other side
Now, you who deeply
feel its loss,
be comforted ~ the rose blooms there ~
its beauty even greater now,
nurtured by
God's own loving care.
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my thoughts are with you at this very painfull time. i know what it is like to loose someone very close to you. thinking of you
You never said "I'm leaving"
You never said goodbye
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knew why
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried
If Love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died
In Life I loved you dearly
In death I love you still
In my heart you hold a place,
That no one could ever fill
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone
For part of me went with you,
The day God took you home
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